words and sounds
intention (n):
the healing process of a wound
little Black boys
and harvesting light.
and finding footing and “risking limb”
along the stream, adventure and play
little black boys play.
and awe dragonflies and claim
the ravine a tiny triumph
little Black boys scream “ONWARD!”
look like treetops, dreadlocks branching out
moss green headtops
they make elder trees somehow wiser
and take heed where needed
always
little Black boys scan danger
calculate the thrill, make amends with the risk
then leap
“ONWARD!”, Onward
into the evergreen.
(Published in Counternarratives from Women of Color Academics, Routledge 2019 )
A Letter for Auntie Lorde
yesterday I believe you
came to me in the form of a
woman at a podium telling me
tough skin is an ivory fallacy
in this tower stay, Tender
stay soft enough to long it is
the stuff of protest
when I was 17,
you told me I was
and that was enough and I believe you
but I am tired, I am a loud and angry tired
always wanting more,
draining from the weight of false
inquiry and individualism
faster than my age would tell
I wonder how far our promises of
new imaginings can carry me when I am so very soft
and I hold this unquantifiable longing still
this place aches a hostile womb for my old magic
my accomplishments caress the question
of cost and I remember the balm, your voice
telling me to hold tight to Dahomey
where we exist in a plane beyond
the gatekeepers’ myths of knowing,
that this softness gifts my passage.